1. 2 years ago 

   Where is the moment?

   Had an awesome time with Zar and his group of friends playing sepak takraw. Well, things took a drastic turn when I entered the house. Ironically, the “Welcome” mat that is suppose to give a ‘warm and dry welcome’ to visitors make me feel unwelcome by my mum’s sudden cold shoulder treatment.

   Should not elaborate on this further, I was too torn apart to even think about this ludicrous matter, lest blog about it. I was not planning to tell anyone about it and disappear from everyone for quite some time, till I received an unexpected text message.

   Should not elaborate on this further too, but rest assured, the outcome is all positive and one thing’s for sure, in this relatively short time, she had dug through the mazes in my heart to find the element of love, she had rummaged through a pile of mess in my mind to win my respect and adoration. Somehow, now, it’s too strange for me to comprehend. I never fear anyone, never. However, I fear her. I fear that I will disappoint her, make her upset and what not. Why is this happening to me? I remembered vividly that I have not experience anything like this in my life, that’s for certain.

   She’s by far the best, the one that repeated many times how much she cares for me, the one that cries when she’s worried for me, the one that suffers in the cold of the night rain because she thought that I will arrive, the one that prays for me when she had the premonition that something bad had happened to me, the one who almost went to the hospital to look for me when I did not reply her text messages.

   So Sarah, you don’t believe that I have an unbelievable admiration and love for you right? So tell me, how can I not love you when you did all that? I love you more than I ever loved anyone in my life, much more than I believe that I possibly can love.

   P.S. She seemed to have an unprecedented knack of knowing my feelings and an unbelievable sixth sense. I truly, sincerely and faithfully love you.

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