1. 2 years ago 

    Meet me, myself and I

    I cannot comprehend the mind - blowing actions that I took yesterday. To abide by those actions completely swept me off my feet. I’m dumbfounded as to why the small changes that I made immediately transcends into my soul. Every prayer sessions now seem more peaceful and in sync with me imagining that I’m in the Holy Land.

    A is an exceptionally well - mannered girl with great personality. She didn’t have to advice me much for me to ‘completely ransack and discard’ those negative vibes that manifest in my body.

    I quit smoking for real now. I used to tell someone close that me quitting smoking will be the hardest feat for me that I ever did in my life. I swear on myself that it’s inexplicably true. I guess A would be shocked somehow when she got to know this, rather I prefer to be clean about all my actions so that I could be judged in a fair and true manner.

    The ill-effects to stop smoking was hell. Worse than hell actually. Throwing up 9 times in 4 hours or 10? ( I can’t remember the last time I counted) My mum , dad , grandmother , basically , everyone was left clueless and speechless when they found out that I had quit smoking. My mum even asked me why? and that she didn’t expect me to quit so soon given how hardcore I was.

    I’ll let you guys judge. 870 dollars spent on cigarettes since May this year is hardcore? I’ll do a simple Math to guide you guys through. From May to October, counting the month May, there are 6 months. So, 870 dollars for 6 months gives us approximately, 146 dollars a month. With 146 dollars, you can buy roughly 14 boxes  of cigarettes. Fast forward, 1 day, I consumed around 8 or 9 cigarettes.

    That’s absurd. You know when you have the motivation to do something good, you’ll end up cleaning your habits wholly?

    Gosh, forget the hell that I need to go through, I know after everything, it’s gonna be worth it.

    Never in a million years will I ever believe that within 3 days of the introduction of A, I have a new reason to live and breathe life that how it should be. Now, everyone’s gonna be proud of me.

    P.S. I can’t fetch you stars because they will be ridiculed when they found out that you outshone them a million times over.

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