1. 2 years ago 

   Deeply hurt

   Growing up as a teenager obviously has the pros and the cons. Some of the part and parcel of ‘growing up’ includes increased sexual limitations and of course hopping on a train of rebels against the well wishers i.e. your parents.

   Like many, I am ashamed to admit that rebelling is my number one habit. Regretfully, now one my parents is not with me anymore. He’s gone temporarily into a place full of filth, lust, despair and shit.

   I am extremely sorry Dad, I couldn’t prevent this from happening. Of course, having someone played me out at the crucial time doesn’t help either. However, I’ve learned to take the blame myself rather than finger - pointing because the subject in question is my beloved Dad and not hers.

   You see, Roslinah can sometimes be a sweetheart to you but on more than an occasion she’s a devil not many know. I hate to defame people as I always believed in granting a second chance that people deserve. I do not know whether I had granted over a million chances, however, she loves to crush people’s heart. She always complained how bad I have been to her and so on and so forth while she delightfully and stealthily loved 3 guys.

   Obviously, I can’t be bothered by her cheap acts but I am extremely disappointed with her failure to fulfill the promises she sincerely made just days before the unfortunate event.

   I am glad that I am over such a useless and a girl who clearly wastes the hell of my time. I am glad that to a certain extent only I have tasted her true actions because obviously if this persists, she will be left with no friends. I do not want that to happen of course. Sometimes, I do not know why but I can’t stop thinking about her. I think I do not fall in love with her for who she is rather, I fell in love with her due to what I thought she was.

   Obviously, I had many flaws too but never to the extent of making her feel useless.  Of course, she would disagree to that vehemently as you’re an unappreciative girl. But hey, I’m all cool and I’m glad to move on to far more important things in life than sitting in a corner, crying the shit out while you moan in pleasure with some hot hunks caressing your body gently.

   Alright, I better stop as I am getting way over board here. This post is the confession of my broken heart. The good news is that my heart had healed and looking for pastures anew. Being with you taught me many things and I am sure that given a chance with the right girl of my choice, I would not disappoint her the slightest bit.

   Before I end this unusually long post, I would just like to tell my Dad that he will forever be in my thoughts and prayers through this difficult time. I will get him out of hell when I find the ‘key’ in a haystack. It’s incredibly tough to do this single - handedly but a winner doesn’t give up.

   Peace peeps :)

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