November 2009
24 posts
I.don't.understand.
I don’t understand. I have removed my tag board. Sorry people.
Wo.ai.ni.
Nytes.
Sorry Irfaan, I couldn’t be there, a fucked up thing just happened.
I think too much
I think I’m too selfish these 3 weeks. Seconds ago, I thought about the not - so - distant future with me donning the dreaded shades of green, serving the country with absolute despair.
Of course, a few tears came trickling down my cheeks. I thought about how I’m going to miss my sister, my family, the meet - up sessions with cousins and friends and of course Sarah Afiqa binte Abdul...
My love
Sorry I uploaded your pics without your knowledge. Don’t be mad :(. I want to see your face each time I blog that’s why. Love, you make my day each time, I love you and only you.
Floorball Carnival Sweetheart!
Saturday! Saturday! Saturday!
Floorball carnival. I want to win and I will win even if the likes of Johnson or Herman are playing. I don’t give a damn. I hope I get to play against them as I love proving to myself and scoring against them is a sign that I have improved considerably.
Sarah, you’re a leader, a fitting ambassador to represent your school in front of the VIPs. Not...
Over
The chapter of my past love life is way and truly behind me now. Like everyone pointed out, I deserved better. Mum and Dad too was in disbelief as to how low she went when I gave her waves and waves of love. It’s all good now.
Sarah Afiqa - The onIy one that really really really makes me go head over heels for her. The first girl who could read me like a book and understand my feelings like...
I try
I will try to accept the harsh reality of the situation right now.
I will try to win the floorball carnival open mixed category ( far fetched though )
I will try to be a better person.
My ankle’s hurting badly :(
I love you Sarah Afiqa.
Have you guys heard of wtf?
Wtf? Wtf? Bad bad bad day today. Cb. Cb. Cb.
Floorball later on.
P.S. I’ve already started missing you. </3
Wait, P.S. also stands for Princess Sarah.
Cut me some slack peeps, I’m feeling too fucked up to meet you guys now.
The thing about - love
The thing about love is best explained through your eyes, your lips and your breath.
The highlight of the day:
Sarah: Hey, how’s your ankle?
Me: My ankle’s good, it had healed.
Sarah: ( with two thumbs up, close to her face ) Good.
OMFG so cute. Sent her home, halfway through the Paranormal Crap movie. I more than make up the remaining half of the movie time by listening to her...
No title, just raw brute emotions.
I am incredibly and mightily pissed right now.
Sick.
Zar and me could not go to gym today because both of us are sick. I could not get out of bed till 8 pm.
I should push myself further.
Where is the moment?
Had an awesome time with Zar and his group of friends playing sepak takraw. Well, things took a drastic turn when I entered the house. Ironically, the “Welcome” mat that is suppose to give a ‘warm and dry welcome’ to visitors make me feel unwelcome by my mum’s sudden cold shoulder treatment.
Should not elaborate on this further, I was too torn apart to even think...
A Call
My life is spiralling way out of proportion because you make me to. I’m so in love with you till my mood is always up and yeah thanks to you, Ive learned to smile 24/7. I know its you, you and you in my blog nowadays but believe me, this is not even close to how important you are in my life.
Your smile and your eyes are addictive. Very much, indeed till I could literally lay down on my bed...
..,,..
I love you Sarah Afiqa.
Meeting Zar tomorrow.
Maybe having McD breakfast with Sarah.
And the thing she did to me, no one, i repeat no one, will ever do for me.
Each day, I love her more than how I love her the previous day. Sometimes I wonder, what’s the peak of my love?
There's a train and I don't wanna miss it.
Was feeling utterly disjointed and depressed just now. Clearly, I felt that I should storm out of the house to “breathe new air”. Till Sarah Afiqa texted me which followed my a phone call soon after.
The thing that swept me off my feet was when she blatantly lied to me telling me she’s taking a break when clearly she’s stressing and working ever so haphazardly to complete...
I don't deserve
I dont wanna be a pussy. But i’m hurt physically and mentally. Physically cos.. Forget about it. It’s too difficult to explain, no one will understand anyway.
Sarah, I’m sorry. Really really sorry. Sorry. urgh!!!!!!!! ):
Hey peeps.
Today’s the best day ever. I mean it.
If I can’t hear your breath, you’re too far away.
If I ever wish for anything, it’s staring into your eyes and hearing the wisdom words of yours that left me goosebumps and my heart skipped a beat.
See ya tomorrow, I’ve been itching to tell ya something, but you’ll be disappointed.
I.
Lately, wonderful yet peculiar things happened in my life. Maybe I was too hasty, too disjointed or I think that I can just write it down as pure elation when the first seeds of love were planted in my heart.
What’s done, I won’t regret, what’s to be done, I will savour for you are the most wonderful addition to my sea of life thus far. No matter what had happened, or what will...
Many things
What the hell happen to you Z? I mean seriously what happened? You’re not like this when I know you. It’s just because of M, you’ve got so fired up to land yourself in hot soup?
Oh please Z, I will go into more details when I meet you or call you. And bro, don’ do anything stupid, I’ve got your back in any case.
Some times I wonder what’s love is all about?...
S.A.
Even tho’ I am a pedestrian in your life who stops by to greet you, I do think you’re awesome. I have the unusual knack of judging a book by its cover without having to read it’s content. Stupid? Probably.
S.A. I know how much it hurts to be living in your shoes and believe me, no one will ever want to live in it even for a moment. I may not know you well, but I’m utterly...
:(
Some of the posts had been deleted. I’m not in love. Love hurts. Gosh, I don’t know, I don’t know, I have never felt like this in my entire life.
A star for anyone's deserving
Here’s the edible honey star :)
The vital cornerstones
The vital pillars of my life are based on the strength and quality of love and friendship. These are indeed crucial for me to lead a happy and fruitful life.
Friendship’s never boastful or should never be challenged emotionally. I do know of stories where their competitive streak vaporize the bond that hold these awesome people together. I never feel jealous of anything that my friends...
